his is a picture of me, my little brother, and Grandma. That's me, the tall, handsome dude on the right. The picture was taken when I was only 11 and didn't know anything. Now I'm 13 and much more worldly. Last year I went all the way to St George, Utah.
My name is Tyler, and my little brother is called Eric. We live in a sleepy, little town in central Kentucky called Hodgenville. In case you've never heard of it, it's the birthplace of two famous people: Abraham Lincoln, and my Uncle, Big Buffalo. I call him Uncle BB, for short. When I growup I want to be just like Uncle BB. He even knows movie stars.
This is Uncle BB's web page but he said I could talk about the family
as long as I didn't say anthing bad about Uncle Gary. He one of my other
uncles. He doesn't like to have his picture shown. I think it's because
he's overweight, even though he won't admit it.
My Grandma is 76 and has a bad leg, but I love her just the same.
Grandma cannot hear very well.She said the hole in her ear was growing
shut. I think she was referring to her inner ear canal. She has a hearing
aid but doesn't wear it all the time - only when there's company. I picked
the pretty pink flowers you see us holding. They are from the back of Grandma's
house. There are many others that I don't know the names of, but these
are the ones Grandma is proudest of. I think they are called PHIL-UH-DENDRUMS,
or something like that.
When I was little, Uncle BB used to tell me and my brother Eric stories.
I would always run home and tell my Mom about them, but she would always
say, "Don't believe everything your Uncle tells you". That bothered me
because I know Uncle BB would never tell me anything that wasn't true.
But as I got older, it seemed the stories got bigger. This last one has
got to be the whopper of them all.
It began one afternoon when I asked him how he got the name of Big
Buffalo. He said...
Uncle BB then
settled back into his favorite chair, with Eric and me sitting at his feet,
and began telling this unbelievable story...
It was in
77 before you little fellows were even thought of that your Mom and Uncles
had planned a vacation to Disney World. I was flying down from Chicago
with Uncle Haroldand
his boys
and staying overnight at Grandma's. The following day, after picking up
Uncle Gary and your Mom - all
of us were flying
on down to Florida. But a strange thing happened that night at Grandma's.
Early in the morning I had a horrible nightmare. When I woke up, my nose
was bleeding and I was shaking. The blood was pouring from my nose and
I wouldn't get it to stop. After giving up on using ice packs, cotton balls,
and several other of Grandma's home remedies I was rushed to the local
hospital where they finally stopped the bleeding by spraying
cocaine up my
nose and packing it with gauze. The cocaine caused the blood vessels to
constrict enough to stop the bleeding. We left for Florida the next day,
just as we had planned. I wasn't going to let a little thing like losing
a pint or two of blood spoil my vacation.
Since that
horrible night and every year afterwards, always on Jun 25th, I have had
recurring nightmares. The nightmares are always the same", Uncle BB said.
"In my dream,I see myself and my brother trapped and surrounded on a lonely
hill with many other solders. We are fighting someone but I couldn't tell
who because of the smoke, dust,and gunfire that is going on. My comrades
and I are pinned down on every side. There is no escape.
As I'm trying
to figure out how to what to do next, I felt the sting of a bullet above
my left eye and I can feel my heart begin to flutter. I know my life is
slipping away. Just before I close my eyes, I see a man with the head of
a buffalo coming toward me. He reaches me and is standing over me, just
standing there looking down at me. My last thought was, 'is this the angel
of death?'
I always wake
up at this point with my heart beating wildly. For 16 years, the nightmares
continued to occur. It is always the same, with me and my brother dying
in battle and the buffalo man standing over us. Some years later, as June
25th approached, I would try and stay up all night . I thought if I could
stay up for 24 hours then, maybe, just maybe, I could skip the nightmare
for that year. But it didn't work. As hard as I tried to stay awake some
overpowering force would see to it that I fell aleep. Eventually, I linked
the nightmares to the date. There was something about June 25th. Why was
it always on this date? Something bad must have happened on that day. Something
that is tied to me. Maybe a curse of some sort, I thought. As the ranger
told the story of General
George Armstrong Custer
and the number of solders that had died on that fateful day, I turned and
saw the hill that I'd seen so many times in my dream. I knew that I had
been here on that day, 120 years ago. As I listened to the ranger's story
of the battle and the dedication of the monument that was erected in memory
of these brave solders, I couldn't wait to get up there and start checking
names on the monument. If I could only find the family name it would help
to explain the torment I had been going through all these years.
The
ranger finally concluded his narrative of the battle of Little Big Horn
and told us we were free to walk over the battlefield
grounds if we
wanted to. No sooner were the words out of his mouth then I was halfway
up the hill headed for the monument while my wife and Uncle Gary leisurely
saundered behind. I didn't really expect to find any Warrens on the monument,
but I had a strange feeling as I walked up the hill toward the monument.
I was the first one to reach the top of the hill. As I got closer toward
The monument, I noticed it was composed of two huge stones, with one sitting
on top of the other. From the distance it resembled a pyramid. However,
standing next to it I saw it had 4 sides. Each of the 4 sides had two columns
of names chiseled into the stone. The names didn't appear to be in any
order, so I had to check every single one.
As my
eyes traveled down through the list of names on the first side of the monument,
my hopes began to diminish for I didn't find any Warrens. I move around
to the next face and repeated the search for the family name. Still no
Warrens. I felt foolish. I was ready to stop right there and leave. Who
would ever believe I was looking for the source of my nightmares on a desolute
hilltop in Montana where the most famous Indian battle of all times took
place.
I
started down the third face of the monument, expecting it to be the same
as the 1st two. I was near the bottom when I saw it - GEO WARREN. I must
have starred at the name for 10 minutes without moving. A million thoughts
were rushing through my mind - Was this a relative? ; was he the one who
had been entering my dreams every June 25th? And what am I suppose to do
now? I started to leave but remembered I still had the 4th side of the
monument to check. I thought, well, since I've come this far I might as
well check the final side. I had just started a quick search at the top
of the last face when 9 names down - I don't believe it- there was another
Warren. The name was A. B. Warren , the same
as my own Grandfather who died in 1932.".
I
yelled out to Uncle Gary who was coming up the hill with my wife. "Hey
Gary, you got to see this, there are two Warrens on this monument." Uncle
Gary yelled back, "those must have been the two dumb ones in the family."
He was referring to General Custer order, that fateful morning, of sending
140 solders to attack 5,000 Siouxs which were camped along the Little Big
Horn river. We had learned this fact by listening to the park ranger's
narrative of the battle a little earlier.
As I was waiting
for Uncle Gary and my wife, Penny,
to make their way up the hill, I accidently brushed against the base of
the monument and a flood of thoughts popped into my mind. The thoughts
appeared to have originated from the monument. The moment I moved away
from the stone, the thoughts stopped. Like a kid playing with fire, I would
quickly touch the stone then jerk my hand back. The thoughts would, likewise,
start and stop. Then it struck me - someone or something is trying to communicate
with me.
It is
hard to explain what happened next, but as I placed my hand on the name
of Warren, some mysterious form of telepathy began to take place. I was
able to communicate with the two Warrens - A.B. and George. I could sense
they knew everything about me. What I didn't know was what they wanted
with me. At this point I had an urge to run as fast as I could - to get
as far away from this place. But I didn't. I had to find out if George
and A.B. had anything to do with the nightmares, and if so, what did they
want with me? Though, no words were spoken I could understand their every
thoughts, and likewise, they mine. For the brief time ours thoughts were
joined, I finally understood what they wanted, and why. A.B.
had two children, a son and a daughter. The son was called little Willie
Green. Willie was 17 when the Civil War started. When his Dad went off
to war, Willie wanted to go too but A.B. told him he had to stay home and
take care of his mother and sister. The little girl was a year younger
than Little Willie and very pretty. In my telepathy with A.B., he mentioned
that our niece Alena
was nearly identical, both in looks and temperment, to his own daughter.
Her name was Rebecca A. Willie later married and had 6 children of his
own, with one of his sons named after his father. He was called A.B. also.
Rebecca was captured by the Indians when she was 18 and never hear from
by the family again. There were stories about a white woman living among
the Sioux that had twin daughters but no one had ever seen them except,
maybe a black man the Indians called Azinpi.
Azinpi, whose real name was Isaiah Dorman, had been a friend of the Indians
for the past 25 years but was killed at the Battle of Little Big Horn because
he was riding with the 7th Cavalry. General Custer had hired him as an
Indian interpreter. Of all the atrocities committed
by the Indians that day, none were greater than those performed on poor
Isaiah. - probably because he was a former friend of the Indians. A.B.
said his great,great,great Grandson
Bill is alive
today. A.B. said
he that the judgement put on his and brother George's souls would be lifted
if they were with a virtuous relative when the relative died. I wasn't
quite sure what A.B. was talking about. It sounded like they were going
to kill me so they could go to heaven, but then that wouldn't be very virtuous,
would it? I asked if they were sure it was me they wanted. I was about
to recommend Uncle Gary when A.B. said there was no mistake, it was me.
A.B. went on to explain that in their spiritual form, the only channel
they had for contact was throught dreams. He mentioned that he and brother
George had been trying to make contact with certain members of the family
for over 120 years. I thought to myself, I wonder how much time they wasted
on Uncle Jake. He was one of my more non-virtuous Uncles. He had racked
up a lot of sins against mankind. I know he's out there somewhere in the
same pickle as A.B. and Uncle George.
I then asked
A.B. how this hosting of souls would affect me. I wanted to know if they
would be taking over my body - like one day I'd be me and the next day
I'd be A.B. or Uncle George. My wife, sometimes when she's angry, has said
I'm impossible to live with. What if she had to live with the three of
us? A.B. said it would be nothing like that. He said I would never know
they were there. I then asked another 'what if' situation. I asked what
happens if on my day of judgement I'm found to be without any redeeming
qualities? A.B. said he wasn't worried about it cause him and George didn't
have anything to lose anyway. He said they'd just have a little more company
on the hill.
After I had
agreed to let them hitch a ride on me, A.B. then asked if I could take
in another soul. He said there was an old Indian on the hill with them.
He had been there for 5,000 years and had no living descendents. He was
the Buffalo man in my dreams. I said, sure - what's one more soul. Bring
the old guy onboard. By the way, I asked. What did he do to get himself
here? A.B. said he was a chief and medicine man that had made up some type
of concoction to ward off an illiness that was going throught his village,
and he had poisoned everyone - wiped out the entire tribe. A.B. then asked
to be excused for a moment. He wanted to tell the old Chief he could get
ready to pack his bags. They had found a virtuous man. The nightmares
are gone now. I haven't had a single one since I took in the 3 boarders
in 1992. They don't brother me but I know they're there. A.B. and George
are sleeping peacefully, but sometimes, I can feel the old Chief stirring
about. - Tyler
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It goes back a
long, long time, before you boys were even born.
I never really
knew how old my Uncle was. He always wore a shaggy, grey beard and a bushy
mustache. The tired look in his eyes made him seem even older. When he
told me he he was named after a 5,000 year old Indian I watched my brother
Eric's eyes get bigger, so I leaned over and whispered to him, "sounds
like Uncle BB getting ready to tell another one his tall tales."
Uncle BB said
he had searched for years trying to find some link to the past but had
found nothing...
I
went through the family history as far as I could but the family tree sort
of withered and died out around 1842. That was the year your great, great,
great Grandfather was born. He was called Willie Green Warren. He had a
son called A.B. Warren which was my Grandfather.
Uncle BB kept
on talking...
I
had given up on ever solving the mystery of the June 25th nightmares, when
by chance my wife, Uncle Gary and I we were in Montana sight-seeing and
happen to drive up to the site where the Battle of Little Big Horn took
place. We were listening to the park ranger tell the story of this historial
battle when he mentioned it happened on June 25th, 1876. When I heard that
date, something exploded in my mind. I began to see flashbacks of those
horrible nightmares that I'd had for the past 16 years.
Uncle BB said
he wanted us to know a little more about our ancestery before he told us
any more about his mind link with the monument. He said A.B. had communicated
this to him...
A.B.
and George Warren were brothers. They were you boys's great, great, great,
great Grandfather and Uncle. They both had joined the Army when the Civil
War had broken out. A.B. was 34 when he joined and George was only 18.
After the Civil War A.B. went back to the farm in Kentucky while his younger
brother stayed in the Army. Brother George, in 1874, was transferred to
the 7th Cavalry. A.B. was having a hard time making a go with farming and,
somehow, rejoined his brother in the 7th Cavalry in 1875, a year before
the Battle of Little Big Horn. A.B. was the oldest solder with the 7th.
He was 49 at the time.
Uncle BB then
returned to tell us about his seance with the other side...
Then
A.B. starts putting the following thoughts in my mind - A.B. says... I
was taught that when a person dies his soul returns to God, to be judged
where it will spend eternity. When George and I died here on this hill
so long ago, we thought our eternity would be spent with our loved ones.
After all, we were doing a noble deed by helping get rid of those bloody
savages. And it was sanctioned by the US Government. But when we were judged
for our deeds we were found guilty for sins against our brothers. Those
bloody savages were considered human beings just like George and myself.
The judgement for us was that our souls would be denied joining our ancestors
but instead would be banished to this desolute hilltop for all eternity.
That is, unless we can find a descendent willing to help redeem the awful
sin we have committed.
I sensed Uncle
BB was leading up to where he got the name of Big Buffalo. Uncle BB continued
with his story...
A.B.
came back and said the old Chief wanted to talk to me. I asked if he spoke
English? A.B. said that he didn't think so, but that I'd understand him.
The old fellow began dancing around and went into some type of trance.
Obviously, he was very happy to be leaving the hilltop after 5,000 years.
After he finished his dance, he then bestowed on me the greatest honor
ever bestowed on a white man. I would be known from this day forward as
BIG BUFFALO, a holy man to the Indians. I accepted the name with great
humility and have only allowed a few of my trusted relatives to call me
by it. So there it is, now you boys know how your old Uncle became known
as the great, sacred warrior "Big Buffalo."
Uncle BB paused
a moment, looked at Eric and me and asked if we knew what the moral to
this story was. Eric then stuck up his hand and said he did. "what's
that," Uncle BB asked, "Don't stand too close
to monuments?" Uncle BB laughted. Then Eric asked Uncle BB another question,
"how did all those people get inside you?" Uncle BB answered...
You
know, I asked that same question myself. But it was the old Chief who would
take care of the process. He would go into the sacred soul transfer ceremony
and at the right time say the sacred words, point a sacred feather at me
and the three of them would be instantly transported inside me. I asked
the old Chief if it would hurt. He said, "you no feel nothing", but he
mentioned that after the process was over there would be a small brown
spot in the center of my chest. He said, "when see spot then OK."
Uncle BB then
asked what we thought of the story. I told him I thought it was very interesting
but Eric asked if he could see the brown spot. I thought, "now we've got
him. Uncle BB will have to admit he made it all up." But to my astonishment,
he opened his shirt and there it was - a small brown circle about half
the size of a dime. Eric was still full of questions,
"Uncle BB, is that Indian inside you really 5,000 years old? That's older
than Grandma!" Uncle BB replied...
yep,
but promise me you don't tell your Mother.
On the way home
Eric asked me if I believed Uncle BB's story? Noticing the adoration still
left in his eyes, I had to say yes. Eric said, "me too."